I am not sure how I am going to keep going in the house in which I live . It’s local authority housing in an area that I still am unsure of although I have lived here 11 years.
The garden is huge and that means I have to have a gardener because I can’t do it. The house is three bedrooms, because I had younger children but it’s also disabled accessible which I need.
Now there is Just me and my ill-mannered 31yr old son living here. He came here after a relationship split, and then his sister kicked him out. Now he drives me insane, yes seriously. The mess is driving me insane.
My kids keep on your a hoarder, your place is a mess , you need to do something about it. Hell and Dam it all, I have a lack of mobility can’t you see? I use crutches and wheelchair are they invisible? I do my best but how can I move things around it takes approx one hour to vacuum my sitting room, wow and it’s a small room. Not because there is too much in there but because it hurts so much to to do it. I sometimes sit to vacuum. I can’t do the stairs and to carry the vacuum up on the stair lift is very difficult. When I can get it up stairs that can take me all day .
I guess I need to seriously think what to do and where I want to be in life. I can see no help is forthcoming from my children unless they receive money. It’s not fair to ask my carer to help to much after all she is here to help me, not re design the house 🏡.
It’s always one step forward two steps backwards, but at least I get to see the view twice
Keep smiling 😊 my friends and share those smiles please
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